i'm not feeling myself. i havent touched my homework yet, even though i know i have to at least start it. i have too much excess energy. i dont know wat to do with it. my hands are typing faster than i can think. i dont know how to handle myself. i need to go for a run or something. i dont know wats bugging me, but theres definitley something. i just hope i can find it before i do anything stupid. bye.

i'm not feeling myself. i havent touched my homework yet, even though i know i have to at least start it. i have too much excess energy. i dont know wat to do with it. my hands are typing faster than i can think. i dont know how to handle myself. i need to go for a run or something. i dont know wats bugging me, but theres definitley something. i just hope i can find it before i do anything stupid. bye.

I'm getting the hang of this. Enter random stuff when i dont want to do anything else. cool. So today i had a mini smow friends reunion. i went to my brother's baseball game and i met up with my friend lauren there (our brothers r on the same team). then my other friend becca just walks in out of nowhere and we go swing on the swings. fyi: the swings were in the little kid section of the park, and at one point, some little girl tried to kick us off the swings! (evil little children!!!) anyways, then my other friend cali showed up, and we went over to my house and partied in my room for a little bit, then we called our other friend margaret and made her come over too. so we all read through old magazines and made rocks with my little sisters' craft kit thingy and jumped on my neighbors' trampoline for like an hour then it was time for them to go eat dinner and here i am at 9:45 at night with like a quarter of my homework done (because i'm so on top of stuff like that). well, geometry and physics are calling, but . . .

idk if i want to answer them.

then again, i'm completely wiped out from that volleyball regional tournament (by the way we didnt qualify for nationals) and i kinda wanna get some good sleep in.

but who needs sleep when yur eating candy?!

now i'm starting to sound a bit delirious. so bye.

*courtney

wow. its a miracle! two entries in a row. well, this entry is gonna say pretty much nothing except i'm actually going out to a party tonight (geez thats a first!) its a suprise birthday party for the senior on my basketball team just in case u were wondering. gtg my ride's here.(could possibly be more about this later).

*Courtney (signing off)

Hey everyone!

guess what?

I'm actually updating my xanga (in attempts to semi-please my various friends who have been trying to get me to update since like forever). anyways, nothing much new happening except i'v got a regional qualifier for volleyball this weekend and i'm sooooo excited because i'm back at middle and completely ruling the net. haha and my serving's good too. (not that anyone has any idea what i'm talking about or even cares for that matter) so school wise, i hav a ton of pics i wanna post from snake road and school dances and lunch and stuff, but i'm too dumb to figure out how to scan and do all that funky stuff to get the pictures on here. in other words, anyone that can help me with the current picture crisis, please do so. lol so much fun in school today (not) but world studies was pretty good besides the fact that half of our posters completely disappeared so we were missing half our presentation.

but it's all good because life is good and if i think to myself that everything's cool, then it will be.

so who's up for fundraising for the cubbie walk, ms walk, and 30 hour famine?? idk how i'm gonna do it all, along with all the other people that are fundraising for those same things. whatever. i read somewhere today about how its not too great for you to hold back yur feelings towards all yur friends and everything and how u mite not hav all the time in the world to tell everyine u ever cared about how u feel, so here i go now before i forget. i luv all my awesome friends and everyone who has been nice or friendly to me and all that good stuff. wow. thats a pretty long speech. i'll stop with that for now.

but now i hav nothing to talk about (once again). so ttyl and hopefully i'll update this thing soon!

luv ya!

*Courtney